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An Orion in equatorial regions. Anang Adiwarni is my nickname, a memorial and tribute to my mom.


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Isnin, April 18, 2005

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Loneliness is how the universe evolves and why a child became me...

25 Comments:

Anonymous Tanpa Nama said...

When trouble comes, we often say,
"Why did this have to be?"
But blessings come in many ways
that sometimes we can't see.

Everything that happens
is part of God's eternal plan.
Today what seems a mystery
in time we'll understand.

Remember prayers are with you
to give you strength today.
Call on those of us who love you
to share with you along the way.

cheta

Sabtu, April 23, 2005 5:47:00 PTG  
Anonymous Tanpa Nama said...

loneliness is life, dead is life, life is living and living is loneliness. ~~when everything is about loneliness,love and life~~ **sigh** -[kapten]-

Isnin, April 25, 2005 1:08:00 PTG  
Blogger Anang Adiwarni said...

=)

TQ 4 d comments...

Selasa, April 26, 2005 12:17:00 PG  
Anonymous Tanpa Nama said...

first time dgr lagu kat sini,aku igt lagu raye.huaaahahah..camne nak letak lagu aaa? -[kapten]-

Selasa, April 26, 2005 3:09:00 PG  
Blogger Anang Adiwarni said...

urm aku pun try n error jer masa taruk lagu nie.. aku cari midi kat internet, amik url die, copy & paste kat template (kat atas2 tu, lepas script sblm body.. agak2 arh). ni cara org tak reti html. kalo nak tau cara yg betul, tanya laa org yg pakar..

Rabu, April 27, 2005 12:14:00 PTG  
Anonymous Tanpa Nama said...

How can one be lonely, when "I am closer to you than your self"? But since I still feel this awful pain of being alone, I know now that there must be a problem about my self. The obvious question is.. What am I going to do with it?

Ahad, Mei 08, 2005 11:47:00 PTG  
Blogger Anang Adiwarni said...

Yeah that's true.. I still remember the verse. But have u ever asked y Adam a.s felt lonely b4 d advent of Hawa (Eve) a.s despite he was in a sense much closer to Him than us now?
The obvious answer is, enjoy it!

Isnin, Mei 23, 2005 10:21:00 PTG  
Anonymous Tanpa Nama said...

enjoy what? loneliness?

Isnin, Mei 23, 2005 10:37:00 PTG  
Blogger Anang Adiwarni said...

yup

Isnin, Mei 23, 2005 10:38:00 PTG  
Anonymous Tanpa Nama said...

Then we should have been created in isolation instead of society.. so that we can enjoy it...

Isnin, Mei 23, 2005 10:45:00 PTG  
Blogger Anang Adiwarni said...

Enjoying bitterness doesn't mean we have to stop enjoying sweetness.. =)

Isnin, Mei 23, 2005 10:48:00 PTG  
Anonymous Tanpa Nama said...

nobody was asking u to stop enjoying sweetness..

Isnin, Mei 23, 2005 10:52:00 PTG  
Blogger Anang Adiwarni said...

as expected.. ok ok i change it..
Enjoying bitterness doesn't mean we should had been created to taste only bitterness, so that we would have no chance to enjoy sweetness.
Is that logically (mathematically) clear, dear fellow?

Isnin, Mei 23, 2005 11:01:00 PTG  
Anonymous Tanpa Nama said...

whyy.. do u have to put mathematically in brackets? what i was trying to say.. i wasn't implying that "Enjoying bitterness doesn't mean we should had been created to taste only bitterness, so that we would have no chance to enjoy sweetness.
Is that logically (mathematically) clear, dear fellow?" so, ur reply does not coherent to what was being said, therefore does not make any sense... since I was talking about something else, and u were replying something else... my dear fellow...

Isnin, Mei 23, 2005 11:04:00 PTG  
Blogger Anang Adiwarni said...

Then who wrote this?
"Then we should have been created in isolation instead of society.. so that we can enjoy it... "

Even if i (or we) have talked non sense above, i don't think the starter was me...

What's wrong with 'mathematically'?
=)

Isnin, Mei 23, 2005 11:09:00 PTG  
Anonymous Tanpa Nama said...

I did. But show me where in the sentence was I implying, "Enjoying bitterness means we have to stop enjoying sweetness" from which u are arguing against..

Isnin, Mei 23, 2005 11:14:00 PTG  
Blogger Anang Adiwarni said...

Hehe sorry i won't show u.. Learn how to 'map' the points from both 'sets' of 'cardinal' meaning-full sentences..

oops, use my changed sentence coz i forgot that i was talking to mathmo from cantabrigiensis.. huhue

Isnin, Mei 23, 2005 11:21:00 PTG  
Anonymous Tanpa Nama said...

A heart feels lonely when something that belongs to it is missing.. when this happens, one had to find the missing part and put it back where it belongs.. It is part of divine wisdom that we are all here in this world, living through and suffering all the obstacles and pains of this world, in search for the true meaning of life and to return to Him. Therefore, when we found ourselves in the pain of loneliness, I believe, it is a sign that we have forgotten something extremely important in our lives.. and we need to seek this something and fix it. With all its subtleness and confusions, we need knowledge and guidence to go through it all... I won't say I'm good enough to say this as I am myself struggling and lost within the depth of this huge maze of truth and error and trying very hard to cling on to the little truths that I know, and finding this missing piece in this deep dark ocean of life........

If u are in the dark, search for light..

this is the kind of disscussion i was hoping to get into.. i found no joy in darkness.. i don't want to enjoy them...

Isnin, Mei 23, 2005 11:45:00 PTG  
Blogger Anang Adiwarni said...

yup i agree with most of ur points.. but i have been enjoying loneliness as well as i enjoy bitterness (no 1 knows this but Him). and i enjoy being in society as well as i enjoy sweetness. for me, loneliness is initially painful as bitterness initially tastes bad. and sometimes sweetness turns bad after a long joy...

I enjoy both..

If I am in a total darkness, I would stop using my eyes, because my heart may see the light.

"I am closer to you than your self"

Selasa, Mei 24, 2005 12:05:00 PG  
Anonymous Tanpa Nama said...

your heart sees light? so u r trying to get into the light anyway... there are sweetness that last.. there really are...

Selasa, Mei 24, 2005 12:08:00 PG  
Blogger Anang Adiwarni said...

of course.. in bitterness, haven't u taste a little sweetness? light would have no meaning when the darkness is always absent.

Selasa, Mei 24, 2005 12:15:00 PG  
Anonymous Tanpa Nama said...

well, darkness is the absence of light..

Selasa, Mei 24, 2005 12:16:00 PG  
Blogger Anang Adiwarni said...

..and therefore light is a truth but darkness is a perception. unlike those independant bitterness & sweetness.

Selasa, Mei 24, 2005 12:24:00 PG  
Anonymous Tanpa Nama said...

light is the truth.. and thus we musn't enjoy staying in the dark.. we must go towards the light..

Selasa, Mei 24, 2005 12:26:00 PG  
Blogger Anang Adiwarni said...

yeah. eventually we arrive to this agreement.

maka jelaslah sudah kegelapan
berganti cahaya sinar harapan
maka cukuplah berbalas fikiran
komenlah saya dalam posts sebelahan

jutaan kasih terimalah tuan
berjuang masih redhalah tuhan

Selasa, Mei 24, 2005 12:38:00 PG  

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